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Sebagai seseorang yang actively looking for a job tapi masih kerja dan bapak anak 1, I'm very aware that lack of portfolio is one of the issue.

And it's not only portfolio. It's how to catch up with current technologies, and as a frontend nowadays most of the time webdev fo...

... become full-stack engineer since the job market dictate that now.

So the pingpong between learning this and that, while my kid also demanding to give time, tho is kinda funny. Recently I've been trying to bogadang to learn something, but it's difficult everyday.

I got exhausted easily now, which I believe exercise is more important now than any other thing. The priority loops is always funny to me, "klo family needs to do there, I need to learn x todo to get portfolio."

I still couldn't find what's the optimal way...

...to tackle this overwhelming situation. Tho 's-word' somehow sounds easier than all of this for me.

Not mentioning the mental load that I'll got when someone outside family saying it's not possible, but it's hard. I go back to Twitland recently because of that, so really grateful you're here. I needs to rant lol

And there's this weird thing that I can't answer technical questions that I can answer years ago. Somehow some of my memories wiped completely or I just forgot how to access it.

This might be the effect of excessively using AI recently, but I swear they really do my job.

If there's another bapak-bapak here, please give me some advice on how to manage your self-improvement while you need to give your time to play, stay with them, teach them.

Give me your timetable or something so I can follow them. TIA~